The Pursue of a Dream

A dream whether small or larger than life is the fuel that motivate us to wake up every morning and endure the unknown challenges of daily life. Without dreams we become zombies in our own worlds: unmotivated, unhappy, unproductive and non-receptive. However, it is not the lack of dreams that prevent us from achieving to our maximum potential, it is rather the denial of one's own dreams. Therefore, the moment we welcome our dreams and let them into our imagination and into our busy lives, only then we'll give ourselves a chance at something greater.

Frugality

What does it mean to be frugal? To some it is a word that comes to remind of difficult economic times as the dictionary meaning denotes a prudency to spend. But to me it simply takes me back to the "simple times" where life was simple and we didn't turn many "wants" into "needs!" When I think of frugality, I think of the Native American Indians and their simple-yet beautiful way of life: earth, fire and wind! Or the life of third world farmers where the very source of food takes on an entirely different meaning.

La Chureca Landfill

It's been a while since I first set foot on that landfill. One of the largest landfills in Nicaragua. The moment I entered, my world was transformed and awareness never left my side again. It was on that day that I witnessed true abandonment, despair and poverty inconceivable to many.A vivid canvas of humans, animals and trash became engraved into my heart where despite living under deplorable circumstances, the human spirit still remained. And if you ever doubt there is a hell, La Chureca could serve as a model: the stentch of putrefaction, hills of trash towering to the sky, burning trash and human consumed decomposed fodder.

It is now Christmas and I only wish for the despair of these people to end someday and for the world to become more frugal and conscious of the fragility of life. Value each day as if it was your last and keep the less fortunate in mind.

The road of life

There are times when you choose the road; other times when the road chooses you. But whatever road you choose, drive it well my friends! ©Ileana Gutierrez

My Memoir

In response to my work in progress, my memoir is in its final stages. It all began when after twenty-one years, I returned to my native country of Nicaragua, only to discover a new world, far from the one that had settled deep into my memories. A distant but palpable paradise, where as a child in that heaven, I enjoyed a world most people only dream of: endless days of riding horses through forests of warm rain…adventures on moonlit nights to the sound of distant jaguar cries. The forest was heaven and home, until one day that childhood ended. In in my new life I would witness one execution after another, pass corpses displayed in the streets, and watch as day-by-day, the paradise I had known and loved became shattered, first by the evils of war and currently by the plague of deforestation.

A Pedal Away

Great news my friends. My short story "A Pedal Away," has been published. After returning to my homeland Nicaragua twenty-one years after exile, I met a special boy. At that time the boy was one of the many homeless children that lived in one of the largest landfills, La Chureca. The day I entered the landfill of eternal despair, my life changed and I made a promise. "Tourists come and go, take my pictures and say they will tell the world about me, but I know they don't," the boy said while telling me his story. My throat knotted at the impotency of sitting next to him and not being able to relieve his hunger, fear and overall sense of abandonment. It was then that I made a promise. " I will write your story for the world to know," I said to the boy not knowing if I would be able to keep it--the publishing part that is. Now my story is out in Spain and I will soon receive my copy to share with all of you. A life well-lived is one where our hearts reach out to others without expecting a return.

Summer Travel

We decided to travel last minute again and took off to an unforgettable road trip. Southern and Northern California still reign the tourism world. Great places to visit include the Redwoods National forest where nature trails ensure mental and physical fitness. Agate Beach, where looking for agates becomes an instant obsession. San Francisco, its elegant bridges, the delectable foods...clam chowder in a bun! Big Sur, Cambria,San Simeon, Monterey, Morro Bay...all small but charming coastal towns. Have fun this summer, stay safe with whatever you do!

Where ever you go, just remember, it's not the vacation that make the memories, it is rather the memories you create that make the vacation.

We made it a rule to keep the vacation simple, lots of nature trails, walks on the beach, sunset chasing,a lot of quality family time full of play and nature discovery...it was the best because at the end, all we remembered the most were the simplest of all times.

“A child is a child from birth ‘til the law says otherwise. Care enough for them as
you would your own and they’ll eventually blossom.” ©Ileana Gutierrez

An eternal dream called life!

What is life, if not a living dream? An eternal dream that peaks at dusk and transforms in the eve of a midnight reflection.

The beauty of the world!

The beauty of the world never fails to amuse me. Growing up in the luxury of the rain forests and the fertility of the cloud forests, truly spoiled my senses as a child....but now as an adult traveler, a much better appreciator of our world — and overall life, I realize that every inch of the natural world has its own wonders—beautiful, intriguing, awe-inspiring marvels!

This picture was taken at the lower Antelope Canyon, Navajo nation!